went to hospital with my mum to visit my dad today. Speak to the doctor , his condition is not very good.
He is now suffering from some heart disease . Yet He cant go for heart operation because his body condition is too weak,
the ratio is 20%:80%. 20% of success?. He is now on medication to control the chances to get heart attack.
The doctor ask us whether how far we would want to save him when he had attack, my mum decision is not to
save him and let him go peacefully. my first reaction is What the fuck, if can bring him back why not? i dont want to lose
my dad ?
when i cool down i think it over again. My dad have been suffering from sickness for so long , and now what the doctor
can do is not to make him from recovering but its just temporary save him back? They are just prolong his life and make
him suffer over again and again. am we doing the right choice? i will miss him and i am scare to lose him too. but what is the
best for him?
